19 February 2018

It's a bitter pill to swallow.

This update comes with sadness and finality instead of hope like I'd wanted it to.

Because of health issues, on March 26, I'm having a surgery to remove my uterus.

You can't be a surrogate without a uterus.

Also, because of the diagnoses I have, I'm not a candidate to donate eggs afterward either.

It's been a very hard thing to have to accept. I've wanted to be a surrogate since I was a teenager. Giving up this dream of mine is so hard.

And I wasn't able to even do it once! My sick body couldn't support life and I was out before I was even in.

My former IF's had their baby in December and I am so unbelievably happy for them.

That seems like a good note to end this on.

Thank you for following my journey.